가슴 벅차 터져버려도, 바람결에 날려버려도 지금 이 순간 세상은 너의 것

Even if your heart beat explodes, even if you fly away with the wind right now, this moment, the world is yours.

"When im sad, i stop being sad and be awesome. True story." - Barney Stinson

Life is more simple when your only aim in life is to eat, walk and eventually get killed.

tense

If I stepped into the light
And left my reflection
Standing in doorways
And not look behind

If I coloured by the signs
In shadows and tones
Kissing in corners
And not look behind

If I slipped into the quiet
A melody strong
Glowing in darkness
And not look behind

If I stepped into the light
And left my reflection
Standing in doorways
And not look behind

If I fell between the lines
Distant and drawn
Waiting by streetlights
And not look behind

If I let the moments rise
Discover and fall
Hanging in hallways
And not look behind

I'd go crashing to the end
Crashing to the end

Time and reflection

"It's good to pay attention to things that are said today. There's a world of information itching to get out, some of it innovative and probably very interesting to you and your methodical way of thinking. Energy levels should be stronger than usual too, so try to fit in some form of physical activity into your day too. If a friend asks for your help, do not withhold it because it'll make you feel really good to give it." - Virgo

Feels like i have a lot to think about now.. Although it feels like ive overcome the stressors of school, chilling is no longer worth it. I have to plan in the long term if i want to do well at the end of the year..

Now is the time to take the initiative, because time wont wait for me to study. I need to use the time that i have to the best of my ability. Which really questions other things...

I hate how i put myself in this position..

Today at the retreat was good, instead of sitting there laughing at other peoples inputs, i put in my stories and my experiences and it ended up being really fulfilling. How to deal with stress and how not to deal with stress.. and also you figure out who you want to be around and who you want to take beyond highschool.

Plus smoking at the pier watching the blue horizon really calms you down.. not that i was smoking haha.

Start of a new chapter

Yeah, We'll prove uncle-Jack-daddy wrong wont we aims?

Homework:
Tonight - Accounting
Tmr - Methods
Wednesday - Further
Thursday - English
Friday - English
Saturday - psych/vcd
Sunday - psych /vcd
Monday - Last minute homework.

LETS DO THIS...
Lonsdale/Spencer Street Power Station: Brief history:
The site provided Melbourne's first self-generated electric power, and operated continuously as a power station between 1892 and 1982. The prominent rendered brick building and chimney on Lonsdale St were built in 1953. Some of the buildings are contaminated with asbestos and polychlorinated biphenyls. It is remembered predominately for the hippy slogans painted down the skyline-height chimney in neat white paint.

In May 2006 the site was sold for $7.6 million to Russian developers Vladimir Stepanov, Dmitri Bril and Oleg Mogilnitskiy. Since then, Guilfoyle Wreckers and Australian Technical Services have begun decontamination and demolition work on the site. The expected market value of the site is now worth over $60 Million.

Before:
















After:

Another victim of money driven developers that have yet again destroyed more of Melbourne's History. In this case, the last remaining reminder of the tough-overall wearing working class Melbourne in the 1800s.

Dreams

Dreams have a price tag and knowing the right people, theres no such thing as being given your future.

kidding, not a emotive blog.

I guess the future is too ahead of us to think of ourselves five steps ahead.

Beautiful :(



















Anyway, feels like holidays are going too fast. Been at work doing my best to remember everything (I dated something october before.. gg)... then folio prep which turned out to be okay.

Had mac-biffle day today, fun :)

Anyway folio piece:

Teacher came to us and told us to design a egg packaging. Thats all she said with no restrictions. So while everyone else was making egg cartons, i decided to make my egg a sofa-chair.

I started off with a basic design in my head and proceeded to hands on first.

Its a circular shape. Bent the bitch with my hand and it turned out okay, only my fingers were fucked for a few days (I discovered a pair of pliers too late)

Then i tried different types of material on it and it ended up looking like this. So i got out the big guns and got wire double the thickness. I started off trying to weave my sofa chair but ended up strangling the frame. So i decided to use some glue and tissue paper and layer the bitch.

End Result:
Shape turned out pretty good :) Tissue paper really helped me shape the grooves and everything nicely, it was easier than using clay and shaping it. It turned out pretty strong because of the metal as well.

So I couldnt use this on its own for a folio piece, so i got pieces of white board and cut it down for awhile till i made myself a little room:









Pictures dont show the detail, but it looks pretty good in real life :P

Final:


















Laters :)

Drained

Folio prep is a drainer.

Ill post up pictures of my stuff soon :P

Till then im all drained out.

Rant for fun

Randomly I wanted to blog yesterday but I didn't.. and now I've forgotten what I wanted to say. Yesterday was the first day of freedom I guess, and I did nothing. I woke up extremely late from the morning chat with Amy (Becoming a regular shift in my life atm) then taking the grandparents out to Chadstone (Okay i did do something).

It surprises me how many people walking in Chadstone actually watch where they're going. I mean if you look infront of you and you see a old person, it isnt okay for you to brush up against them when youre walking past. Fags.

Anyway my grandpa is pretty old, like 91 now. He's pretty much like a horse (No i dont ride him), he walks to Springvale everyday to buy veggies and stuff for grandma. Grandma's been feeling unwell lately but yeah everyones pulling in their efforts to spend time with Grandma more so she isn

t at home as much. 

Anyway random rant xD

Future house anyone?

Chillin'

:)

Fun night, chill with the friends, re-enstate my love for kyra. Eat junk, laugh randomly and cruising aimlessly.

Good thing about having close friends is that you dont need to feel like you need to conform or think before you speak. You just be yourself and it will be enough.

A City Lost & Found

"Old landmarks fall in nearly every block ... and the face of the city is changing so rapidly that the time is not too far distant when a search for a building 50 years old will be in vain. - Hearld, 1925"

Since im lamely into Melbourne's Historical Buildings, i bought a book (First time in ages..): A City lost and found: Whelan the Wrecker's Melbourne. Its mainly about a demolition firm that reduced many beautiful masterpieces into rubble.

Sorta like how random our city is, every now and then you see a nice gothic-revolutionary style building and then you see this ugly cube next to it.. zzz...

Ill show you what i mean..
The APA Building (aka. Australian Building), It joined the skyline race against the world and became the third worlds tallest high-rise in 1889.


It was replaced in 1980 with this.
















You choose which one looks better xD

Victor Wong

First post on blogspot.. kinda nervous.

Seems like yesterday samantha peer pressured me into making a xanga. Sadly had to let go of that so i ended up here.

Right now im struggling to cope with year twelve, on the brink of finishing my high school career full of regrets and wonder at what my potential is in life. I'm the youngest in the family, so expectations are great yet they will never be met.

anyway rant rant rant.

I'm victor :)

My hobbies include:
Working Quarter time at Gloria Jeans (I ask for shifts and fill in from time to time) I work with my other family and yeah :)







Pat Tumale.

Im the president of his fanclub on facebook, so join up :)

Joo Yeon (L)
My korean sweet heart :)










Cars and dreaming financially money-pit style modifications yet still hasnt got an hour of driving done besides embarrassing myself with zohaib and crimson.

Korean Music, Notably After School, SNSD, Big Bang and
other groups. Still listen to other genres as well .. xD

Craving fast food and causing amy to want to eat.


The preservation of historical Melbournian examples of pre 1950's architecture and a rather boringly obsession with Flinders Street.










Visual Communication and Design even though im not good at it, it still interests me how well i do in it.



and alot more but cant think of it right now.

I hate methods, further, psychology and english :) Which count as pretty much 3/4 of my subjects..




So yeah :) Im victor.

fyi; amy is cool.